Perplexity!

Indecisive, yes that is what I am!

Too dependent on others for a decision, as long as I can remember.
I have never taken a decision and stick to it, and that is exactly what my problem is!

Do not know when to draw the line and when to embrace the sunshine.
Screwed up completely in the head is how I describe myself,
Wanted to do so much, wanted to climb yet I am still missing my 'cloud nine'!!

Will I ever reach the top can I ever fly, I lack on will my wish is fine
Losing the hope, I feel I am falling wanted to crawl but it still feels appalling!!

I am annoyed and I am embarrassed 'coz all I have is effort and no direction,
Need a mentor for my resurrection!